Prologue
Have you ever wanted to just give up? To let it all go and just end your life? I have. My name is Lilith Bakkey, and I'm the furthest thing from human there is. That girl over there yelling at me to keep fighting to not give up is Fay, she's a fallen angel. She's been following me for years seeking revenge for me throwing her from heaven, thou now she is trying to stop the bleeding of my wrists. I slit them tired of living, why you ask? I've been alive for billions of years, longer then this planet you and me stand on now. I'm getting ahead of myself though I should start from the beginning with heaven.
Heaven, it's a bright place filled with amazing things; or so people say. In truth it's almost like the planet earth just no killing, the wars on the other hand are not between angels, no they don't fight. Angels tend to be more lay back and relaxed, until given an order. You see angels can only do what their lord has ordered of them, but there are those who can disobey. They are in truth more then angels there is me for instance, I am no angel, I was made with free will which in turn made me into a Goddess, a very stubborn one at that. I tend not to listen and go by how I feel, much like what people think Lucifer is like. No him he listened much more then any other angel, but this isn't his tale thou he will appear in it later.
As I have said my name is Lilith, you might have heard of me, then again you might have not. I am not one to keep myself hidden. I flaunt my power when given the chance.
Chapter 1
It's a bright sunny day in heaven walking around I watched the angels fly around working on the jobs they have been assigned to do. I was choosing to skip out on my orders, I was ordered to go to earth back to the man who I was supposed to be with, Adam. He was such an ass trying to control me in every little way. I hadn't wanted to be with him, I was in love with my maker. He was an amazing angel, but I couldn't be with him by heaven law; no angel could be with another angel under penalty of exile; thou I wouldn't have cared if I had been exiled except with every exile comes an even worse punishment. One that was given when you were thrown down from heaven, it is different for each person.
I walked past one angel I hadn't known her well but I knew her by sight. You can't miss her with her long bright red hair. Still watching her, she looked up at me, those eyes so uncaring. She was made to make love to the other angels, it was her only job, and she didn't care if it hurt any others.
Turning my head I quickly left, I wanted to hurry to get to the man I loved, even if I couldn't tell him I still went to see him when ever I could sneak in. He had been imprisoned trapped with in heavens walls. Slipping past the guards I went down into the dark cellar making sure not to make a single sound the guards could hear a pin drop a mile away if the need be, and I didn't want to take any chances of being caught here again.
Finding my way easily I walked over and leaned against the bars of his cell. "Sire I've come to see you." I whispered, not calling him his true name it being one of the other laws of heaven.
"You shouldn't have come here it is not safe you remember last time you stepped in here."
"Yes, but I had to tell you, I have a plan to get you free of here I hate seeing you in this pain. It is unjust you have done no wrong, so why keep you here."
"Because I am the only one who can make the lord more angels to combat 'his' followers."
"Either way I will get you free." I smiled then reached into my pocket pulling out a small round stone, "here keep this close, if you ever need me just hold it tight and think of me, I will always hear your calling my sire," stiffening some I looked behind me, "I should go the guards will be in here any minute now to check on your latest work, I wont be back for some time I'm off back to earth and that loathsome man."
"Stay safe my little angel." He whispered.
Smiling a quickly ran off just getting away before the guards went in.
Making my way back to the entrance of heaven I was grabbed by the arm and jerked to a stop.
"What are you doing back here Lilith, you know heaven isn't your home." I heard the stone cold voice of Gabriel. "Unless your hear for your weekly reminder, you know it happens every time you come back here."
Pulling my arm away from him I backed up some, "I only came to clear my head, I know you and the rest of the arch angels hate me, you show me just how much every time im here." Wincing some you remembered your last visit and how they made you into what the angel with the red hair is.
"Now brother you know your words are lost on her, you have to show her," another voice joined the conversation, this time it was Jeremiel. He was the worst of them all, he made sure that every second of his time with me hurt and stuck with me, wither in a physical or a mental form. Shaking I backed up more, "just leave me be I'm leaving already so please, you already have an angel for your needs why torcher me?"
Being slapped I quickly went quiet, "because your more fun she don't fight back, where as you do." Grabbing my arm Jeremiel dragged me off as I tried to struggle to get free, not wanting to be rapped again.
"Jeremiel enough, you can torcher her next time she is here, our lord orders that she return to earth this instant." Ariel said as she pulled his hand off of me setting me free to run and fly back down to earth.
